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Apr. 19th, 2009 @ 12:57 am (no subject)
and like i predicted, i am not done.
here goes that wonderful mix of emotions again.
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Apr. 18th, 2009 @ 10:35 pm (no subject)
i'm done.
when people say that, i know it's a lie.
they're never done, they're just tired of it so they have to say something negative.
however, for tonight, and for the near future, i am done.
i done caring about you, worrying about you, and loving you.
i'm not happy anymore.
i know you're trying, you're doing all you can.
but it is not enough anymore. i want you back. i want you they way you were before him.
i cannot physically handle this stress and jealously anymore.

so would you please stop making this impossible for me?
tomorrow you will talk to me, and i'll once again go through this cycle.

love hurts.
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Apr. 6th, 2009 @ 02:28 pm (no subject)
I am insanely bored.
And tired of never having plans.

Seriously, I cannot be left alone anymore. I get angry.
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Mar. 31st, 2009 @ 08:34 pm Introduction
Current Mood: enthralled
I haven't had a journal since I had a Xanga two years ago.
I really hope I don't get stupid like I did on that.

Anyways, since at the moment Sarahpoo is the only one reading this, I'm going to tell her all the things in my life that she might or might know. =]

College acceptances came in.
I got waitlisted at Tech. Pretty much a rejection. And we ALL know how I do with those.
However, I got into Madison and you have no idea how happy I am.
I feel like this is where it all starts. My life.
Sure, I didn't get into the music program there, but thats perfectly fine. It means I can decide what I really want. It was waaay too early to decide my major anyways.
I think I already found my roommate too! Her name is Kelly (fun, huh?) She's in marching, likes Disney and Gilmore Girls, and doesn't want to crazy party. Perfect match right there, in the non-lesbian way.
I'm really excited about college. Ridiculously excited. I'm loosing sleep!

Onto friends. I've come to realize that my friends are changing roles again. The ones I haven't been able to count on in the past, are there. My best friend and I have become distant lately, and I'm not sure if I want to fix it. I love her to death, but I cannot handle the saddness all the time. She'll come around, I'm sure. But until then, I will enjoy what I've missed this year.

I don't really have anything else to talk about actually.
I'm sure I will though.
Spring break will be busy for me.
I want to get a job, get my permit (finally), and maybe get my haircut.
I'm determined to make something of my last 9 weeks of high school.
Speaking of that: 75 DAYS BITCH.

peace and loveee,
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